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I am really distasted with programming, after multitde of jobs, and multitude of contracts, I am hating my life. My work especially. I've programmed a lot since young age (12-13?), and I love functional programming. Sadly, there I'm not good enough to take some proper Haskell positions (since they are usually taken by great CS PhDs etc.), and thus I'm often stuck with OOP messes. Where I'm usually "superstar" (sorry for shitty expression) in team. And that's very tiring... I'd love to have something of my own, but I can't find motivation to do it when I know the probability of it succeeding. I consulted some friends with their startups, and know enormous amount of effort they put it, and I haven't seen single one do well. I had done quite some opensource work, which was pretty fulfilling (mostly contributing to established projects), but it sadly doesn't pay bills. I was thinking of swapping careers. I have CS degree (that means decent math, ability to think etc...). What other careers are there, where I could utilize some of that knowledge, and not feel so burned out? btw I have around 7years of professional programming experience... btw2: I lift regularly weights, I am healthy, so work isn't all life. I also tried meditation for over a month, while it wasn't bad, it didn't help me "cure" my frustration. |
Switching jobs probably isn't going to fill the frustration you feel. The vast majority of jobs aren't meaningful. The ones that are don't pay particularly well or have other quality of life issues - school teachers aren't well paid, healthcare providers require vast amounts of training and work insane hours, and the overwhelming majority of artists don't make it.
The solution is to have work be the thing you do for forty hours a week that pays for the meaningful things you do in your life. Go home after eight hours. If you have a partner and kids, spend time with them. If you don't, consider getting them. Make some art in your spare time, or build side projects that have meaning for you. Go dancing. Make music. Write a blog. Write angry rants about how your work is meaningless. It really doesn't matter much.
There's no shame in quietly building a happy little life for yourself. You just don't hear about it too often because those folks are out being quietly happy.