[sebastianconcpt]

You did well in exposing this to other's so you don't get trapped in your own perception. Hats off to that.

You were wronged, no question about that. What I'm trying to show you is that you are not in lack of reasons to engage in such a thing. But in the other hand you have even better reasons not to.

Is not about swallowing it, is about raising you to a higher level were you not only not need to worry about that anymore but you can be even grateful that you learned the lessons that experience had teached you.

There are lots of good things waiting for you ahead if you make the space for them to come. So I'd suggest that life will be better if you don't try to be Batman and you make room for more positive things.

Following your metaphor, the devil will love to play with you in court but he cannot be part of your life if you don't give him permission

[sebastianconcpt]

I've remembered a technique I've learned somewhere that might be of use to you these days. This is good for when you are under some kind of pressure to make a decision that is not exactly peaceful: when in doubt, don't act.

Don't let your emotional drive your decisions.

If you want to go serious in making a decision about this, I'd risk to say that this is the book your future self would like you to have read now: http://heathbrothers.com/books/decisive/