[slap_shot]

I'm a huge fan of Kaufman's work but only recently saw Synecdoche, New York, which immediately became my favorite movie, ever. That led me down a rabbit hole of listening to basically every recorded interview he's ever given. He's absolutely brilliant, sincerely humble, probably depressed, and just an absolute joy to listen to. I have a simple quote from him on my computer that I look at from time to time:

I try to do what I can to put something in the world that is not garbage.

[empath-nirvana]

Synecdoche, New York is an awe-inspiring work, but it's incredibly hard to watch and left me ruined, mentally, for days afterwards. It's obvious why it's not a popular movie -- he talks about wounds in this speech, and that movie is basically an open psychic sore. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to make a movie that's so relentlessly grim and honest.

[slap_shot]

I also found found it incredibly hard to watch, and was also ruined me for days if not weeks. In fact, I think a certain part of me has been permanently changed.

And that is exactly why it is now my favorite movie. A lot of movies have moved me, but this thing did something I didn't even know movies could do.

[detourdog]

I was going to watch it based on the first review in this thread. I think I will have to wait to watch it based on the 2 ruined people.

I don’t currently have time for that. thank you for the warning.

[uoaei]

I can echo the others. It's also my favorite movie, period. It is a movie that psychically assaults either vicariously through the characters and/or (likely and) through identifying with the themes of struggling with the idea of artistic experience, destiny, legacy, etc. Even if you don't "actually" believe in all of those things it's probably because you contended with these ideas before and came to some psychologically safe (ethically and philosophically coherent, at least internally) conclusion about them, but this movie really tugs at those deepest heartstrings and induces a reliving of the main character's struggles with those themes.

The first time I watched it I had to pause it halfway through... the next couple hours I was in a mental space that can only be rationalized as "schizophrenic". I thought everyone around me were psychopaths and I was the only sane one, but lived that in a more or less manic way. The only other piece of art that's had that kind of effect on me is the novel Naked Lunch. It's my favorite movie precisely because of how unflinchingly it plumbs those depths, those cracks, of the human condition and the anxiety of dying having not contributed enough.

[detourdog]

Sounds great unfortunately I seem to be living the circumstances you currently describe.

[uoaei]

Best of luck with all that. It's good you're taking care of yourself.

[tutuca]

It leaves such a lasting impression. I find myself remembering some pieces on many ocassions. With my kids, my projects, some aspect of self absorbedness on my own goals.

[subdane]

I took a first date to Synecdoche, New York and we didn't have a second (good film though).

[tehnub]

I enjoy Roger Ebert's review of it: https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/synecdoche-new-york-2008

Here's the first paragragh:

    I think you have to see Charlie Kaufman's "Synecdoche, New York" twice. I watched it the first time and knew it was a great film and that I had not mastered it. The second time because I needed to. The third time because I will want to. It will open to confused audiences and live indefinitely. A lot of people these days don't even go to a movie once. There are alternatives. It doesn't have to be the movies, but we must somehow dream. If we don't "go to the movies" in any form, our minds wither and sicken.

[reqo]

If you like that movie, then I highly recommend checking out The Rehearsal (2022). Basically a show version of the movie!

[slap_shot]

The Rehearsal (and Finding Frances) is with Synecdoche, New York in the bucket of "I didn't know art could do that". I was just in complete awe of what he did with with both of those.

[adamredwoods]

And then there's How To with John Wilson, executive producer: Nathan Fielder.

[thegabriele]

This is a great series of "s,ny" analysis : https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLs13oSKi_qiuwDIYaQROhJr1F...

[anotherhue]

It's life changing.