[stusmall]

This is a terrible place to ask. Seek more professionals. If the currents ones haven't helped you find different ones. No one here has enough context about your life to know what you need. Most people here don't have the expertise you need, no matter how confident they are otherwise. Already 15 comments in, I'm seeing terrible advice.

Good luck and I wish you the best.

[anm89]

The idea that the psych fields are some kind of wizards that have the only secret knowledge that can fix people's problems is probably the most damaging idea out there.

You could find a good psychiatrist or psyschologist who helps you out. You could find a terrible one who makes things worse or get's you hooked on some drug you majorly regret.

Get advice from anyone who you think has something worthwhile to say and ignore this.

[copperx]

I agree that the OP needs to consult with a neurologist, but I don't see anything wrong with asking.