[leap_ahead]

I'm sorry you're going through that kind of feelings, they're pretty heavy to live with on a daily basis. A month under that stress counts almost as a year.

I've always liked France and its culture, and I speak French on some level, I guess that's why I take personally all bad things that I hear from France, as if they concerned mon pays natal.

If you'd like we could exchange privately, I could attempt to cheer you up (from the position of a person living in a place that has fallen much lower than yours), though I realize there's not much I can say to remedy the gloom you're seeing around you.

[realusername]

Thanks, we could have some discussion sometimes, you can reach me at my email address (on my profile), I cannot guarantee that my Russian will be good enough for a conversation but I will try !