[oacgnol]

I've been through a few 'crunch modes' before and while there was a general feeling of "wow, we accomplished that" afterwards. Looking back, however, I now realize how profound of a hangover it produced in me and some of my teammates, and the hard truth is that it permanently takes a toll (e.g. sluggishness, lost trust, reduced motivation) that you may never get back wherever you are, at least in my experience. The fallout, it seems, truly underscores the 'nuclear option' moniker.

[boatsworth]

It is an amazing feeling to ship a product when it should have been a failure. It is unfortunate that I worked alone and didn't have a team to share the experience with. I felt I conquered something insurmountable, yet no one saw my commitment to the company, the creativity and hard work that went into it.

Management never grasped how poorly things were handled on their end. I grew to resent the company and its leaders, and had no choice but to move on.