[chestervonwinch]

I used to smoke cigarettes quite a bit for a number of years. If you replaced everything in your comment about coffee to the corresponding language about cigarettes, I would've resonated perfectly with your description assuming I still smoked.

I gave up smoking but continue to drink coffee, so your comment still does resonate :)

disclaimer: I'm not trying to compare the effects of coffee and nicotine, and I don't know the first thing about the physiological basis of addiction.