[andrewtbham]

It sounds like your life is clouded by judgement.. You are judging yourself harshly, you judge others. It sounds like black and white thinking. This is awesome but this sux. These type of issues run deep. You are probably trying to avoiding shame. I suggest you find help.. religion or therapy or someone that will listen and understands and accepts you... or look internally with meditation or mindfulness. anything that helps you accept things as they are.

when you do a project that "sux." remember steve job's very buddhist quote... the journey is the reward.