[dang]

It's good to hear that you're fine enough to find some work and that you have help. As someone who has also been through a lot of pain, I find that some of your comments resonate. I feel a positive intention in them even when I don't understand the words.

At the same time, a semi-anonymous online forum is not a great place to process major pain. What you need (in my experience) is warm connection with specific people you can trust. Internet comments aren't real enough for anything but a small portion of that. To heal real pain, you need more. I hope you find that too.

[pain]

I meet people here fine, some people treat me human. But I/we face a trauma 51% attack. Marginality breaks unconscious voting.

I am beaten being treated as a child for saying pain while everyone counts pay to be called adult.

I have plenty of appropriate help, what I do not have here is an account that survives talking about #Traumahack #Painhack #Centhack without losing my accounts because people use votes to sort feeds without sensible granulate logic filters, avoiding letting us manage and spreadsheet our own research and development fully and fairly literate — logging versus flagging and flogging.

Learning and listening is always hit and miss empathic determination.

[dang]

I think if you're losing accounts it might be because those accounts haven't been using the site appropriately.

Anyone dealing honestly with pain has my profound respect, but that doesn't mean it's on topic here, or that it's ok to make dozens of posts about it.

[pain]

Losing and paining emotional accounts is severe and inappropriate for power structures and power codes that can easily handle logging our real life data better than calling a memory error.

[throwawaymaroon]

You understand that not everyone can blur between words the way you do, right? It's not something they teach people; I'm out of practice.

So yes, everyone here is focused on money and not beauty and definitely not poetry. This is a cesspit. It is one of the worst online communities there is, and I wouldn't be here at all if I weren't stuck in the web tech sector for at least a little longer.

But you're going to have to accept that if you want to share output here, you're doing so in a hostile environment, not because people don't care, or aren't interested, or aren't loving, but because what they can't understand they're going to downvote. Even if they strip downvotes from the audit log, other comments that say more mundane things will get upvoted more than yours.

Just like I accept that my downvoted comments were mostly a bland stand for anti-authoritarianism no one really wants to hear.

[pain]

I just want a stable log. Hiding language wars multiplies and divides problems trauma.

Inherent beauty is an argument for so much skill hacking at identities.

Trauma scales are a part of power scales we need to own at the point we start dictating how we distribute empathy log det.

Major Edit 5am EST.: Moderators just cut and deleted entire threads and removed a huge amount of posts from everybody again, each user logs gone too (http://web.archive.org/*/https://news.ycombinator.com/item?i... https://archive.today/https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=9... http://www.webcitation.org/query?id=1428133249694151). If they tracked words like money it would break the book.