[malkia]

I'm feeling the same (on a new job since december last year), but knowing that many others went through the same, or feel still this way kind of helps, that I'm not at least isolated. It's topic openly discussed, talked and there are people that can help you (haven't used them yet, I always try to do things by my way first, then ask for help (might need to change that behaviour)).

So maybe if the company somehow has topics on this nature, internal memos/notes/guides/mentors - then this could help... If nothing else, only by knowing that you are not alone in this, and it might be something that happens.

I really don't know how to help you, since I'm feeling this way (And gosh, I came especially to this company to learn new things - and hell, I'm glad - I've learned so much and still excited... but need to get on my productivity...)