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Without knowing your locale, it's tough to give you specific direction, but it's likely the county/city/state has a way to provide these services. You know what? I live in a state that has closed most of its mental hospitals, refused the Medicaid expansion, etc., but these services are still available to anyone who requests intake. The hardest part is finding the agency to contact.

If this is keeping you from working, you're disabled at least temporarily. If you have work credits, claim SSDI.