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Hang in there man. Things get better, even if they seem like they never will. :)

Keep working on your hobby projects, maybe go enjoy the parks, and maybe see if there are any little webdev jobs or something available on Craigslist in your area. Worst case, see if anyone is hiring waiters.

Don't stop reaching out for help, and try not to spend too much time in your own head. Good luck!