[brnstz]

> Some say it is depression, but would I want a medication to fix what is obviously a lifestyle problem?

Medication is not the only solution to depression. The internet is a bad therapist. Consider a real one.

[sleeplessinSLC]

I honestly hadn't thought of it like that. Thinking this through with a number of other comments here and maybe I need to talk to a therapist about being less of a push over.

[thaumaturgy]

Yes, exactly. FWIW what you've described so far doesn't ring like depression to me; rather, you're unhappy because you keep finding yourself in a situation you don't want to be in. But this is something you should discuss with a professional if you have access to one you like.

[brnstz]

I think that's a great idea.

[justbaker]

Most "medication"(ie: antidepressants) is not a solution to depression either. But yes. talking helps.