[sharemywin]

I was there a couple of years ago borrowed a bunch of money(some from my younger brother) and started a company. failed at that and a relationship of 10 years ended. It's time for you to do some serious soul searching. I have a job now. Of course their laying off a bunch of people including me. I'm about to get married to someone else. I have a 9 mo. old son. Still haven't figured what to do about the whole debt thing. But, you're kind of lucky in a way. Your going to survive. pick your self back up. and when you do you'll realize most of the bullshit is just bullshit. Credit's just a number. people come and go in your life appreciate the time you had with them. I remember something Donald Trump said when his company blew up. He saw a homeless guy on the street and looked at him and thought "I'm 900 million dollars poorer than that guy." Also, got a fortune cookie the other day that said "Failure is not defect until you stop trying". I kept it and put it in my wallet.