[the82nddoctor]

First of all, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I cannot begin to understand the pain you are going through.

I think you need to consider many things before leaving, screwing up deliberately to get fired might shut the doors at this company should you find yourself in better spirits down the road and wanting to return.

I think your father would want what's best for you. Think about that, think about the times you had, it's terrible that you lost your father, but think of all the happy times you had with him and hold on to those memories to pull you through.

I sincerely hope you feel better soon, and again, so sorry for your loss.