[dukedougal]

If you're health is going to recover then sorry to say it but these are minor problems and will pass. They are the biggest problems of your life so far - I acknowledge that. and I do not dismiss it. Wife leaving you, friends on drugs, suicide, cancer, bankruptcy, betrayal, death, disillusionment are some of the sorts of shit life will deal you as a function of age.

Ask long as you recover from your illness, get it in perspective and start fighting the fights life will be giving you from here. Man up. Good luck.