[JacksonGariety]

If you had truly come to terms with death and believed life is meaningless you'd be unable to even so much as go to the bathroom. More likely, you've tricked yourself into thinking these things.

[cmadan]

Or maybe tricked myself into attaching a meaning for life when I know its meaningless? :)

[JacksonGariety]

That's just part of being human, everyone does that. If you didn't, I'm saying you would have no desire to physically move.