[bitwalker]

Software development as a career isn't about making you as the developer comfortable. Your job is to build high quality software using the tools given to you. If you are good at your job, and you are able to be a convincing salesman, you can often build software using the tools _you_ want (this has never been an issue for me anyways), but it is not going to be given to you on a silver platter.

It sounds to me like you are convinced that Node is the one and only way to build the software you work on (I think that's bullshit frankly), and you won't accept any alternatives. Well, you are about to find out the hard way what happens when you aren't willing to work past your own pride.