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Sometimes I think like this. I'm working on some prototype for something I'm trying to make, now. still, scratching an itch might be good advice since I don't feel like a horrible bad engineer when I'm working on it.

I'm not a 'failure' at work yet but most of the team doesn't want me there and I sure feel like a loser when I walk in those doors.

also, survior bias, this article is.