I'm guessing you know how daft you sound. She frequently registered the lowest ratings in opinion polls of any PM. Ever. She was for much of her time despised by the majority, regarded as dangerously idiotic by the civil service and as an embarrassment by her own parliamentary party.
Do not fool yourself into thinking she won on her own volition. She won because of external influences, at least some of which were the fault of her opposition.
She won, like any other politician, because she was the best choice for the people at the time.
I don't think what the civil service thinks of you is of particular relevance. She may have been despised by the majority of people in the North of England, but she was (and is) revered across most of the Sourth.
Do not fool yourself into thinking she won on her own volition. She won because of external influences, at least some of which were the fault of her opposition.