[phugoid]

Believe me - nothing is perfect.

No school, no ideology, no government, no schoolbook, no person. Don't spend your time lamenting that fact and using it as an excuse not to do your best.

In your situation right now, this week, this month, you can try to make the best of what you have. Understand the limitations, sometimes improve the system around you.

By complaining and feeling helpless, you will defeat yourself. I have lots of experience at this :)