[alecbibat]

Are you young? We tend to be much more idealistic when we're younger.

Why do you feel like there are only those two decisions?

[baconface]

I'm in my late 20s.

I feel there are only 2 decisions because 1) I've felt the unparalleled creative power of controlled, maniacal dedication and 2) I may suffer from typical cognitive distortions despite reasonable achievement and lots of introspection