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This is the type of advice I have encountered so far, and it isn't helpful to me, no offense. I have been doing these things for the past 13 months, and I don't know what I want to do. My parents told me they are taking me out of their will, and all I get is threatening messages from them when I talk to them. They want me to go back to what I was doing before and be miserable. I left because I felt I wasn't good at it, the work bored me to fucking death, and I didn't admire anyone I worked with. I looked at the CEO, president, and VP's, and I was terrified of ever ending up as that type of person. I would be miserable.

I have dreams of being wealthy because I do. I want to have things, I want to have complete freedom and control of everything around me. I don't like flying on commercial airlines, I don't like having to live in places I don't want to live in, or locales that I don't want to live in.

I know that if I could start a business, I could make it successful. Hell, I've already managed to live a hell of a life, do things most people will never get to do, and still have over a million dollars in my accounts with no debt or obligations. But now I want more, a lot more. I made all this and did all this while working at my old job. I don't want to do work that I don't enjoy anymore. I don't HAVE to. I want to find something amazing that will make money and be fun. I'm just not sure how. I've been searching, and maybe I'm doing it wrong. I know there is someone out there who can give me a little guidance while I get my feet under me. I am trying to find him/her.