[keiferski]

I would say it's okay to not want to conquer the world. But you should want to conquer your world. Finding something that you're passionate about is key to living a fulfilled life, at least in my opinion. You don't need to start some big company or whatever. But you should try to achieve more than "hack on stuff, go to bed at 3am and just loaf around".

You've recognized that being a workaholic sucks and usually leads nowhere. That's good - a lot of people waste their lives slaving over some terrible, meaningless job. But I don't think the correct response is to just take the easy way out and "be lazy", for lack of a better term. The correct response is find something that you want to spend hours every day on.

For me, personally, at age 80, I want to look back on my life and say, hey, I accomplished some pretty cool stuff and enjoyed doing it.

[deadslow]

Agree to what you said. Right now my mind is too distracted to think about what I want to do in granular level. But yes, doing something meaningful is always top of the list. It helps me get motivated to think that what I'm doing will help others.