[rolledover]

Thank you. I think I do need pain. I want pain, I am tired of sitting here idle. I honestly don't mind dying, I have figured that much out. Hopefully that will make me dangerous at some point. I honestly don't care much to live past 60, so maybe that is an advantage.

[hello_newman]

Pain is good to have in entrepreneurship. Entrepreneurship is kind of like being a "starving artist"; you have to get off on suffering and just know in your gut that everything will work out.

I, personally, wouldn't go as far as "dying", but if it works for you to channel your energy like that than more power to you. And remember, you will accomplish your goals, so once you are rich your golden years (60+) become the best because your rich as fuck and you can do whatever you want.

If you ever need someone to talk to, my email is on my profile. Keep your head up. Stay strong.