[mrjbq7]

I'm reminded of the Dave Matthews Band song lyrics:

  Twenty three and so tired of life
  Such a shame to throw it all away
  The images grow darker still
  Could I have been anyone other than me?

You might be feeling down right now, but it is quite likely to be temporary. The future holds promise for you. Whether it is concentrated effort or serendipity or rationalization, you will likely be in a better place before you know it.