[stevenameyer]

At the same time though I'm sure there are people who are a lot better off then you who still have rough times and feel down. The truth is that everyone has those times, and just because your not in the worst situation (you can always find someone in a worse situation) doesn't mean that it's not ok to feel how you feel.

As far as finding what you want it is a difficult question to answer. A lot of people struggle with it. My suggestion would be try a lot of new things that you think you may be interested in. Take some time to be a little selfish and figure out things about yourself you may not have know. It can be really easy to lose sight of who you are as a person when there is so much going around us so sometimes we just need to take some time and focus on us.