[timmm]

Try reading books on how to be happy. I know it sounds dumb but I've been pulled out of some dark depths by reading the material of Tony Robbins, Eckhart Tolle, and others. They really are good at what they do, I'd urge you not to write it off.

There are methods of attaining real fufillment and not fleeting happiness.

[turnwhere]

I will definitely check out these authors. In fact I'm making a list right now of all the resources you guys are posting. If I'm going to try, I've got to try my best.