[noname123]

It's weird, I'm 25 turning 26 in a month. On one hand, I feel quite old, meaning that I'm struggling in terms of trying to learn new things, like learning a new musical instrument, language and sport, things that should be done at an early age. I def. can feel the concept of going past my prime, and now doing things awkwardly and always will have an "accent" with the new things I take on now.

On the other hand, stupid things matter less to me now. Like the fear of missing out (FOMO) and trying to look cool, so all of the hip social badges like trying all of the yuppie-crap to present an image that I'm an renaissance man matter less to me. The more mature things like being responsible, on-time and saving money matters more to me. But I feel so inept in these things, so I feel both like I have peaked and very immature at the same time. But hey, Dota hasn't changed so to make myself feel better about myself, I just pub-stomp n00bs ftw!