[chc]

Since you apparently wanted to know why you're being downvoted, here's a reason: I cannot derive a meaningful point from this comment. You seem to be encouraging us to eschew programming languages in favor of "be[ing] really effective." Platitudes will never replace actual tools.

Also, you're saying all this in a rather obnoxious manner, talking about how you're "drunk instead of high" and what-have-you. Nobody wants to hear about how drunk or high anybody else is -- and if you don't feel like you can compose a decent comment in your current state of mind, you can't be too surprised if you go ahead anyway and end up downvoted.

[wildranter]

Yeah! How about if I kill myself would you pay attention to that? Someone important just did thAt so people like you would give a damn. What does that tells us about the world we live in?

[rauljara]

If you need help, ask for it. People tend to respond pretty well to that.

But do it quickly, because I'm pretty sure you're going to get hell-banned for this. And for reasons that will be painfully obvious to you once you are sober.