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>> If I talked to a professional, I would be labeled and I don't want to do that.

I don't think that's a good reason to discard professional help. You have been hit hard, and that can happen to anybody. What's wrong with seeking help from qualified people?

I would recommend to try some new activities, like sport, to help your mind focus on something positive and meet new people, but again, that's just my advice which is by no mean qualified.

Good luck, you will meet another woman for sure bro!