[orangethirty]

Sometimes we just need to power through our struggles. Its OK to feel like you do. And you shouldnt feel bad about it. Maybe try something new? Or even try something old? I get my coding going by reading the code Ive written in the past and fixing it. Or visit github and read code and make annotations.

You are right that going from intermediate to advanced is a much longer journey. Its a tough ride if you are not in it for the long haul. Maybe you are judging yourself too hard? Realize that anything worth doing takes time.