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Okay, to put things in perspective, I'm a 23yo Computer Science student, dropped out from college last year after been studying for three years; the reason: got fed up with all the innecesary work that had to be done... spent to much time caring for grades, knowing I could be doing something with much more value, incompetent proffesors "teaching" things that they didn't even understand, those proffesors being in the positon of assigning me a grade... Some proffesors gave me an F even I knew so much more than they did; actually in regard this "proffesor" situation, I went to talk with the computer science chairman who acknowledged the situation, but it took so much time to get each of faulty the proffesors fired, and they were to much. This year, I started attending college again (different one), and have two more years pending to get that paper that says "I'm an engineer".Sadly, even though it's a different school, situation is starting to look like a deja-vu, and I'm actually starting to see with despise, and aversion the whole "university experience", and could almost state like an axiom in my reality that "college sucks". I'm pretty confused... should I endure this sick pain, product of tolerating this crap,just in order to get my degree?(I only want it for the supposed doors that it opens).
Should I just take as many subjects as I can, so I can finish with this painful experience the fastest I can, without any consideration of the grades I get? How important are the grades in getting those "doors" open, or getting into a Ph.D program? Can't I get into a Ph.D program just by demonstrating my competence, and not having to comply with the "system"(and subsequently wasting my time)? Can just my work (research publications,conferences, open source hacks, books I've written) get me into a research program, without having the degree? Sidenotes that could help understand more my context: I'm poor, I have to work in order to provide myself, and pay for school tuition.
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I don't know what doors you refer to. I've never had a problem getting a job, and I never attended a university (I went to a handful of community colleges for various fun topics, but never got a degree...but having a degree from a good university would certainly help me if I wanted to work at Google or Microsoft or similar). A Ph.D program? Why would you want to go the Ph.D route if you hate academia? This doesn't even make a little bit of sense to me.
Can't I get into a Ph.D program just by demonstrating my competence, and not having to comply with the "system"(and subsequently wasting my time)?
I'm still not getting this. It's sounding like your dream in life is to be a Ph.D working in academia for all of your days. And, yet, you've stated that you hate college. This doesn't make sense.
Why do you want to get into a Ph.D program? I'm not saying you shouldn't do a Ph.D, I'm just having a real hard time wrapping my head around the idea of someone who hates college seemingly dreaming of being in college for 6 to 8 years to obtain a Ph.D.
I think you've gotta do some soul-searching here. What is it you want out of life? If a life of research and academia and publishing is what you want, then yes, you need to go to college. You need to go to college for many more years. That is the price of admission to that life. But, given that that life is kinda just continuing the college experience (only you answer to deans and the board of directors and students rather than answering to professors), I don't see how that could possibly be your real goal.
So, what is your real goal? You tell us that, and we (being a pretty diverse set of hackers and nerds) can probably lend you reasonably good advice on how to get there.