[Mz]

Attempting to answer your stated question would likely fall under the "confessional nature" of posts which you have made it clear you view negatively. So I think it unlikely to be a productive conversation, for either of us. Which is unfortunate.

[illuminate]

Well, you have viewed the responses to them negatively. My point is that you're providing an anchor for others to detach you from whatever professional goals you're attempting to reach here. Sometimes it's useful to discuss where you came from as a starting place, but it's not often necessary. Just focus on the specifics of where you're going and it'll be easier to be productive without concern for what internet people think of you ~personally~.

I hope I'm conveying that properly.

[RegEx]

You honestly sound a bit dramatic here. Make sure you don't make the issue bigger than what it is.

[Mz]

You likely are missing context. I am not "being dramatic".