[wanabeunknown]

stop hating it! Speaking of your experience it seems to me you are still young and it seems you start to work with other languages such as C# in your childhood! there are load of similarity between C# and Java!!! if this is the case then you can't count those years as your professional years of your life! cause you still have problem with a programming language whereas the concept of being a software developer says : there is no comfort zone for you!