The flip side - I don't think there's a single upside to the ASD traits I have, I don't like myself, and I would absolutely love to know what it feels like to not have ASD.
I think it'd be neat to be able to switch it off temporarily.
One of my greatest strengths is diving deeply into unfamiliar technical rabbit holes that relate to my own innate areas interest, and get useful results quickly. This is a quality that separates me from most others and I enjoy doing this when the opportunity arises. But I can't necessarily turn it off; I don't always get a choice about whether I'm going to be diving into a thing or not.
Overall, I think this has has been a valuable set of traits.
But my greatest weaknesses are...just about everything else. For stuff that is outside of the subset of things that are innately interesting, I often find them difficult to grasp. It can be challenging to get my head around some stuff that many others can do without much effort at all. I can usually get there eventually; it just always takes more work for me than it would for a more-typical person, and I don't necessarily learn them in the same ways that a normal person might.
It'd be fun to see how the world would work for me if these qualities were averaged out, but long-term it would mean that many aspects of my life would have to be shaped very differently. Therefore, I would not want it to be permanent without first spending some time visiting the other side of the fence.
One of my greatest strengths is diving deeply into unfamiliar technical rabbit holes that relate to my own innate areas interest, and get useful results quickly. This is a quality that separates me from most others and I enjoy doing this when the opportunity arises. But I can't necessarily turn it off; I don't always get a choice about whether I'm going to be diving into a thing or not.
Overall, I think this has has been a valuable set of traits.
But my greatest weaknesses are...just about everything else. For stuff that is outside of the subset of things that are innately interesting, I often find them difficult to grasp. It can be challenging to get my head around some stuff that many others can do without much effort at all. I can usually get there eventually; it just always takes more work for me than it would for a more-typical person, and I don't necessarily learn them in the same ways that a normal person might.
It'd be fun to see how the world would work for me if these qualities were averaged out, but long-term it would mean that many aspects of my life would have to be shaped very differently. Therefore, I would not want it to be permanent without first spending some time visiting the other side of the fence.