| I interpret your impotent threats on my life and all of your own words you posted about escalating aggression and hurting yourself and other people as a cry for help. I'm not making up "some random reality", I'm simply taking your own words and death threats at face value. And I never accused you of being "some random internet user" -- those are your words, not mine. And they're meaningful, I can hear and understand what you say. I'm sorry if you feel so bad about being random. It's ok to be random. Accept yourself, your own randomness, and the randomness of the universe. Get rid of the gun, and get help. If you need to talk, the 988 Lifeline is here. At the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, we understand that life's challenges can sometimes be difficult. https://988lifeline.org |
It’s one thing to have some argument with someone online but to message them lifeline and suicide hotlines is a scum behavior.
I was in pretty low places in my years of life but I never ever got so bottom rock low where stalking someone and spam them with suicide hotline would seem appealing.
It is true that my psyche goes through ups and downs periodically but honestly, it pales in comparison to your comments.
Whatever I do it is not me that has done what you are doing. This is your own conscience, your own karma. I leave it to you to ponder upon and think about it. Is this really what you want to leave as your legacy.