[happytoexplain]

This leans much too hard on the drama of victimization and tribalism ("people in the 'other camp' want me to die", they're "vocal").

[59percentmore]

I don't know what you're implying, but that's an incorrect read anyhow. "The people in 'MY camp' want me to die, they just don't know that they're talking about me, and it's bad and consistent enough that I've had to mute mutuals to avoid constant anxiety and demoralization," is better.