[bpavuk]

1. I recently got hired, then fired and paid $100 for two weeks. I'm tired of people telling me that I'm now useless thanks to AI. I think about switching to offensive cyber - at least no one is going to give access to Mythos to anyone in Ukraine, so I'm safe from the death wheel of hype :)) I have some achievements on that front, such as annotating the entire VMProtect VM (it's the bedrock of very early Denuvo implementations), but man, I also "have some achievements" in the Kotlin and JVM ecosystem. those automated filters just won't get me anywhere because I don't have 10+ years of experience with Claude Code.

2. lots of stuff. there are games, there is Warhammer lore, also family business. I'll likely stay in tech as a hobby, but shit, feeling burnt out at 17 is one of the worst feelings imaginable. I'm feeling like I'm 40 actually, and I'm tired of staring into the abyss. I'd rather stare into some assembly. who knows? maybe, I'll drop that Chromium CVE and watch the world burn.