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I wrote this once, power went out. I write it shorter this time.
1. JS, Python, PHP, C#, C++, Rust, Java. The ones after PHP, I only have worked with for a short time, like a hello world and solving some basic CS questions. I don't really know them. I know frameworks, but I forgot most if them. React, Svelte for frontend. Laravel, Django for backend. I know more Laravel than Django. Pytorch and sklearn for AI. Not sure what I'm good at. I mostly experience flow in theoretical things like math. But I also experience flow in solving weird DevOps bugs that you have no clue where they come from, no error message or error message isn't helpful, the ones AI can't solve and you find out with thinking an lot of experimenting and trying to find the root. I have completed advanced math courses for AI, but not for algorithms and such things. I learned some design patterns and tried to be loyal to OOP or functional programming, never felt it helped me. Also I get bored adn I'm bad at algorithms. 2. lol, all of it. But the most possible and logical one that I'm sure I like is just making stuff that I and other people find cool. Its fine even if only I would like it. Things like interactive games or cool tools and websites. Most satisfying thing was two things I did recently, related to solving two small language/typography problem and and bidirectional text. 3. I want to have a lot of cool projects people can interact with and play with and see. Made useful stuff for myself, that help me in hard and important things like studying. I'd also like to fit in the university, maybe find some new friends and doing projects with my old + new friends, and that would be a huge victory as I haven't done much team work. My financial goals would be having a job. Perfectly I'd have passive income. I really have many interests, and I feel I might fail because of being a "jack of all trades". I did some graphics design before. I even sometimes want to get to art like 2D art, that I'm normal in and even music composing which I know nothing about. But I'm behind others in these and I can't get accepted to a good university at those, least not this year. Also I'm only consistent in programming, not these. The motivation I have for them is occasional and temporary. About Robotics, before programming I liked that, but I hate the fact you have to buy stuff to experiment etc. It's hard to have the playground to learn in does hardware professions in my opinion. Also by experience I'm bad at handiwork. Thank you very much for replying and helping me. |