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It is. Something happened later in my life that opened the floodgates to all kinds of unprocessed shit I’ve watched as kid and early teen. I don’t wish that on anybody. It’s not so much the watching itself, it is often more the lack of talking about it with any adult at the time. (Which I didn’t experience as problematic back then, to the contrary, I felt very strong and adult-like).

It is actually a well researched topic in psychology. See “vicarious trauma”, “secondary trauma”, etc. - also, see PTSD from content moderation. Similar for war journalists. They can do it for a decade or two, until one story gets under their skin, and then they’re confronted with decades of material, which at the time of watching didn’t phase them at all.

The argument “but then we should see more cases” is misleading, because similarly to “a little spanking didn’t hurt me” the psyche is good at avoidance - with the negative side effects of that avoidance equally well researched and documented. For example, perception of others might be influenced without grounds in reality, and this wrong perception is subsequently passed on to children.