[VirusNewbie]

Could be your job, or you could be depressed. I think you could debug a bit, would most people be happy with your job? Do some people seem happy there? If you tell me you're entry level at Amazon, well, no, a lot of people hate that.

If you tell me you work for some startup slaving away 60 hours a week, or work for some backwater government agency where you work 20 hours a week max and everything moves as fast as molasses, sure, either of those extremes can crush someone's soul.

If you work at a company that many people seem to be happy at, then you either are in the wrong job, or you should see a professional.

Finally, do you have other people you care about in life? Modern society is so good at telling us to focus inward, but study after study shows we find fulfillment in caring for others, be it friends, a partner, children, pets, etc.