[weregiraffe]

>rolling the dice on how it’s going to modify fundamentally what you are?

Rotting in the grave is also going to eventually fundamentally modify what you are. Why care about consistency when it's an illusion?

[butlike]

That's a little too existential, in my book. After ruminating on reality and existence _a lot_, I feel strongly that caring about consistency and "this" here, right now is the most important. Calling everything an "illusion" is just the body's defense mechanism to not engage something painful in one's life.