[alshival]

Every day I think to myself: "Just fake it like you want to be here for 30 more years and then you can retire."

I have been working in machine-learning for 10 years. I am tired of the computer. I am tired of working. I just want to lay in the grass.

[Herring]

I’ve been grassing for 7 months. That gets old too.

[_ink_]

The how-to-become-a-gardener meme comes to mind. But I feel you. Feels like a golden cage currently. It's very comfy, but you waste your life in front of screen.

[metachris]

Can you work less (maybe for some time)? Getting yourself bigger chunks of free time might help. All the best!

[djeastm]

It sounds like you need a sabbatical.