No problem. Let me also clarify, my language was a bit ambiguous in the prior post. I am not dissociated from the memory. I recall the way the original experience was dissociative.
It was all slow motion and detached while it the car was in motion, then went back to normal after I got my bearings, detached the safety belt to drop out of my seat, and crawled out the window into the snow...
I had a minor "mortality crisis" in the hours and days after, as I processed the facts of the event. But, the real-time experience was numb, almost passive observer. And my recall of it also recalls that meta context.
It was all slow motion and detached while it the car was in motion, then went back to normal after I got my bearings, detached the safety belt to drop out of my seat, and crawled out the window into the snow...
I had a minor "mortality crisis" in the hours and days after, as I processed the facts of the event. But, the real-time experience was numb, almost passive observer. And my recall of it also recalls that meta context.