[efavdb]

I have had similar issues.

It has helped to remember to do things I know help me feel better: reading novels, going on walks etc. even though I know these help I can fall out the habit easily.

Another is to try to load balance my productivity by leaving low hanging fruit for the next day. Something easy to do or that I’m excited about. That helps me get started the next day on a good foot and avoid procrastination.

These have helped but have not solved the issue for me.

[hnquestion12345]

Recently I have started reading more and picked up artistic hobbies like drawing. I do find that they help a lot. It's hard for me to just keep something a hobby though. Like I think I should post my drawings but they're not good enough so it becomes stressful trying to learn how to draw well. I don't know why it's hard for me to keep a hobby a hobby.

Same thing with development. I see people making cool things and I feel like I should also be making cool things.