| Thank you for your feedback. I appreciate the depth. You are right, it ended with a spiteful tone and I should have chosen better world. I see a lot of people questioning if dopamine deficiency is real. And maybe some more context would help. 1. I am one of the early IVF kids in India. My life is tracked.
2. Do you know 80% of IVF kids born in 90s and tracked have mental health disorders?
3. I have struggled socially all 28 years of my life. I only felt two emotions - happy and sad. Never experienced a mania, so never ticked the box of bipolarity.
4. In 2021, I was told that DaTscan might help. But I couldn't afford back then.
5. In 2023, finally got it done. Results showed little to no release of dopamine. I was forced to learn about dopamine and when I see the younger generation getting into a certain cycle (of course not as dark as my article), it makes me feel sad. Because it reminds me of how hard it is to get out of that space. I have piles of reports that prove 'dopamine deficiency'. Yet the comment section is not fully convinced. I am fortunate that my life is tracked. So yes, this is the thought process that led to that ending. No one teaches us to care about our bodies and I hope that changes some day. |