| > I don’t rely on “willpower” or “discipline” - I try to design each day with intention This point is the most important callout to me. This is a macrocosm of how I focus on tasks as a person with already disastrous dopamine interactions (severe ADHD). I was actually thinking about this last night, when I noticed that I approached the self-checkout at the grocery store with more items than the two people who'd been there before me, and left before either of them had finished checking out despite not being in any particular rush. When I'm going about my day, I am thinking about the actions I'm going to take, deliberating on them and deciding my intent prior to when I will need to execute it. Not to a significant degree, but to go back to my grocery store anecdote: when I was waiting in line I was preparing myself to execute these tasks: 1. Set my re-usable bags in the bagging area. 2. Respond to the prompt asking me if I have placed bags there. 3. Enter my loyalty code. 4. Scan the rigid and heavier items first, placing them in the bottom of the bags. 5. Scan the lighter, crushable items last. 6. Select my payment method. 7. Tap my payment card, and respond to the PIN prompts. 8. Retrieve my bags and receipt. This sounds like a lot, looking at it. Maybe it was early on, but now this is such a natural part of my cognitive load that I didn't even specifically notice that I do it until I wondered about the speed difference I observed. To further reinforce the hypothesis, I thought about the most recent times that I did something completely unstructured with no idea what I would have to do (or at least no solid plan due to the event being controlled by other people) and concluded that I was generally slower to act and felt less able to respond to stimuli appropriately. This is all to say, given these observations and the initial recognition of what I use as an ADHD-coping strategy, I wonder if the overuse of social media and similar stimuli effectively reproduces the negative aspects of ADHD on otherwise "normal"-brained individuals. |
In any case thanks, this will help me in the future I think.