[kaffekaka]

I am not describing my own motivation, nor am I telling you what to do. I am only describing what to seems to be the most difficult thing to do. It matches well the expressed view that "if I break the streak I might stop running for good".

Sorry if you feel pressured to do anything.

[fifilura]

Apology accepted, and mine was an over reaction too, sorry. Just that opinions are very high in this thread in general.

I drink coffee too, if someone wants to take a stab at that.

[kaffekaka]

The intersection of exercise and identity is indeed a sensitive topic for many, myself included. We are all just humans doing our best.