[justanything]

I am not wired to get intrinsic motivation from anything. period.

[sinenomine]

Might be low T btw

[justanything]

Nope, pretty high on T but without any of the pros of having high T

[sinenomine]

Anhedonia or negative symptoms of schizophrenia, or something else, might be even me/cfs, or obscure allergy.

... You seem to have intrinsic motivation to write longish texts though, unironically.

[justanything]

Haha, I don't know why I love writing about how shit I am, probably because I am hoping for some miracle